beautiful no-sun

I wish it were

r

a

i

n

i

n

g

and that I could burrow

where you couldn’t see me

and I couldn’t see you

until my heart stopped beating

and my stomach collapsed

and my brainstorm short/circuited

like number five

(but)

i am alive

i am alive

i am alive

and the sun will rise and i

e

s

i

r

with it.